No princess

Once, far away and long ago
Was a tale, my daddy told to me
He said there's of land of fantasy,
There's a prince who'll fight for me
Ttill the end

This isn't how I thought it was supposed to be
You were the one who I imagined next to me
But sometimes love will fell in the hands of the reckless,
Cause this is no fairytale and I am no princess
No princess...

Now, we're living in the strangest dream
And I don't know what to believe
Cause when you said "I'm the one
Who'll fight for you,
I'm the one you'd never lose"
That was just pretend

This isn't how I thought it was supposed to be
You were the one who I imagined next to me
But sometimes love will fell in the hands of the reckless,
Cause this is no fairytale and I am no princess
No princess...

If I am a prisoner and fear is my captor
And I'll never know
Happily ever after
I'm no Princess
That's just how it is, but now I'm wiser
Next time I'll write my own
Last chapter

This isn't how I thought it was supposed to be
You were the one who I imagined next to me
But sometimes love will fell in the hands of the reckless,
Cause this is no fairytale and I am no princess
No prïncess...

Someone like you...

I heard that you're settled down,
That you found a girl and you're married now,
I heard that your dreams came true,
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you,
Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it, I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead, yeah,

You know how the time flies,
Only yesterday was the time of our lives,
We were born and raised in a summer haze,
Bound by the surprise of our glory days,

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited,
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it,
I had hoped you'd see my face,
And that you'd be reminded that for me it isn't over,

Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nothing compares,
No worries or cares,
Regrets and mistakes, they're memories made,
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"

Nevermind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you, too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts instead,"
Sometimes it lasts in love,
But sometimes it hurts ïnstead.

Indiferenta...

Indiferenta doare mai mult ca orice... Ma trezesc si simt durere, viata, adevar... si mai presus de orice simt o neliniste apasatoare... Nu iti dai seama cat de mult ai iubit sau ai tinut la o persoana decat dupa ce dispare din viata ta pentru totdeauna... Daca m-ai iubit de ce ma ranesti?... Azi am trimis un gand spre tine, care sa iti bata la poarta inimii si sa iti spuna ca cineva iti simte enorm lipsa, dar nu ai deschis... Visele le-ai spulberat si acum nu se mai potrivesc... Ma trezesc si simt durere, regrete...un suflet mort...

Un nou inceput...

Oare asa este?... NU stiu ce sa cred, inteleg, gandesc... parca nimic nu are semn...
Realitatea este cea de zi cu zi, o poti controla cat de cat... dar noaptea revin visele care sunt complet diferite... oare sunt adevaratele dorinte care prind contur..., oare sunt doar niste iluzii desarte..., amagiri... dezamagirii...
Uneori nu mai intelg nimic din tot ce se intampla; cand se intampla au sens dar cand incerci sa analizezi un pic iti dai seama ca totul este fara sens... si te bulversezi... iti fuge toata certitudinea in care ai crezut, de care erai sigur ca este acolo in fata ta si ca nimeni nu o va ataca, demonta... si ajung sa ma inteb deseori:
Care este oare adevarata realitate?...